Longing to see me myself back,

once and for allfound myself lostwhen inspected about the life passedunsure about the causebut left with a great losshere i stay again retrospecting my pastwhat brought the changeturning me to the worst part everalways struck with unwanted rageworsening the conditions around as never beforeinvolved myself to the depthin all the unwilling crapconfession is that crept (all through)when found myself wrapped (in all the bad ).